Random

Today was just one of those days. I woke up got dressed headed off to work heard one of my favorite worship songs on the radio and blasted it. I jammed to that song all the way to my job thinking today is going to be a good day. I went to work feeling good but after a few hours I started feeling BLAH. I went to McDonald's and picked up a large coffee on my lunch and was on the road to feeling better until, I got home. The downs stairs was clean but the up stairs was a mess. My bathroom, room and all three of the kids rooms were a mess. There bathroom I wont say what that looked like. As soon as I hit the door I put them all to work. I started with my son's room which smelt like stinky feet.

I told that boy he needed to keep his room door open to air all that fonk out. I found so much crap under and behind everything. I saw things in his room I haven't seen in a long time. He had damp cloths hiding in places that could have started to grow mold including his sheets and comforter. I pulled everything out to be sure he hit every nuk and cranny and made him wash all of it. The damp cloths were sitting in his room for at least four days. By the time he was done it was almost 1AM in the morning. 

As soon as his head hit his pillow he was out 

JUST A  NASTY LIL OLD THANG  

Here Comes Trouble

About a year ago my 13 year old flooded the upstairs bathroom which leaked into the hallway, which leaked through the carpet, which leaked into the downstairs vents and through the ceiling that left a hole my husband had to patch up. Last night my son came to me and told me the ceiling was leaking downstairs but he didn't know what happened. As I was walking into the upstairs bathroom I noticed the carpet was wet. I looked dead at him and asked if he flooded the tub again , he said no. He also told me not to say anything about the leak to my husband because he would accuse him of making a flood and he was innocent.

 I went downstairs to let my husband know about the leak but he already had a bucket and rage in place, It was raining last night so he thought the leak was coming from the attic and was about to go up there to check it out. He ended up going upstairs instead so, I told him about the wet carpet.  He noticed the closet floor inside of the bathroom was wet as well. He then looked around the tub and noticed there was standing water there to. My son was standing next to both me and my husband looking at him inspect the bathroom. My daughter heard all of the co- motion and came out of her room. My husband asked if anyone took a bath or shower. She told him she took a shower and my son said he took a bath. Then my son told my husband he had something to tell him but he had to promise not to get bad. He told him he was running water and the tub filled up but he stopped it.

He went on to say a little water fell onto the floor but he cleaned it up. After searching the bathroom we found a big bath towel sitting inside of the trash can next to the sink soaking wet as well as a soaked face towel under the trash can. There was water all over the counter top. By this time my husband was getting up set because the more evidence we found the more my son kept saying it wasn't his fault, that he didn't flood the tub that leaked  to the hallway, that lead to a big hole in my ceiling yet AGAIN! They both get into a screaming match that leads to them going into the hallway and out of the hallway into my son's room. The more my husband would question him the more he lied and said it wasn't his fault on top of getting sassy at the mouth. He made myhusband so bad he reached over and smacked him.

My son flipped out and called the police and told them my husband punched him in the face. I know for sure he hit him not sure where but the Punch in the face I know for sure that didn't happen. The cops came and questioned all three of us. The only reason my husband didn't go to jail was because there were know bruises or blood shed The hole is still in my ceiling and neither one of them are talking to the other. 

Waiting for this storm to be over.

READY

It's been a while since I've blogged. When I first started blogging I was a stay at home mom and had lots of free time time to do so. Last year I started working out side of my home working full time at a preschool that I enjoy so I have kinda put blogging aside. I am slowly trying to pick it up again. I am also in the process of starting my own business, which by the way I am very excited about. I will be opening up a day care inside my home. I figured at this point in life it's a good time to kinda branch out and do my own thing with the way the economy is going. I also have decided to home school my children the next up coming school year.

This year have been rocky thank goodness the school year is almost over. I think we all could use a break from all of the craziness that have been going on around the world. Part of my reason for deciding to home school is my son, he have been acting a donkey this year and all seven of  his teachers have called me throughout the year. On top of it, he have been slacking a lot and his grades are not where they should be. The other part of me deciding to home school is every time I watch the news I hear a story about some one in the school system abusing children sexually or pysically. I am also tired of seeing the violence of students killing or miss treating other students. I have noticed the other the kids are the worse it is getting.

I know the end times are coming and I want to take advantage of every opportunity I have to enjoy my family. I know soon things are going to get rough, I know I can't shelter them for ever but I want to be able to protect them for the little time I have with them.

Excited for every opportunity GOD has already given me and for what is to come. I am grateful and will take advantage of it in a good way.    

Speechless

I was looking out of my window just the other day and out of know where I saw a semi and a little car collide. I got up from my chair and ran outside. I walked up to the scene and saw two young girls screaming my baby! my baby! That's when I started to panic and ran up to the semi where the guy was standing near by. The door to the rig was open and debri was everywhere. I started going through it frantically trying to look for the missing child. I couldn't find it anywhere. I walked back up to the girls and asked are you sure there was a baby because I couldn't find it any where.

One of the girls spoke and said yes there was a baby put it's dead my sister poisoned it. I said well where is the body she said one part we ate the other is missing.

Thank goodness this was only a dream

A Good Christian

Sometimes for me being a good Christian is a lot of hard work. You basically have to deny yourself and re create yourself into the image of Christ, or close to it. You have to watch how you walk and talk. Control your thoughts and actions, be loving kind, humble, patient and live in this world but not be apart of it. Your body is suppose to be clean of anything harmful. You need an intimate relationship with god. Your eyes and ears have to be open at all times to receive messages from him. My brain hurts just typing this information down. When my kids and husband urk my last nerve the last thing on my mind is LOVING and KIND. My brain drifts off to butt kicking or go as far as choking to sleep, if you know what I mean. 

God is so good and I  am so grateful for his son Jesus who died on the cross for my sins. I love him  more everyday. I can't wrap my head around what Jesus did on the cross for me that sad but beautiful day. I sometimes have battles in my mind because I want to live earthly knowing you can't live in the way of this world and serve god with a clean heart; but I also want to have this relationship with our father god as well. I know the more I read, study and pray he will guide me down his path. But I also know I have to make choices eternal life which leads to heaven or earthly living which leads to hell.

 I say yes to Jesus and eternal life and no to earthly living and hell.  

This Christmas

This Christmas my family came from out of  town and stayed with us for four days. I knew before they arrived it was going to be challenging and tried to encourage one of them to stay home. Of course it didn't work and the one came anyway. The one I am referring to is my aunt. I only have one word to describe her. LOONY!!! I told my family before they got here they were going to sleep downstairs. We brought a mattress down from one of the beds and blew up an air mattress. My aunt is a WIDE woman so of course the air mattress went down to the ground first night.

She ended up sleeping on my sofa the whole four nights. I was sure by the time she left I would have a BIG dent in it. She didn't cook nor did she clean. She didn't go half on food, drink, toilet tissue or paper towels. She hogged the living room TV. Every time the kids wanted to play there game she would say; I don't want to watch you play no game I'm watching TV. She talked soo much, and she hogged my house phone. All of her friends girls and boys were calling my house. It didn't even make since for me to answer my own house phone because it was never for me. When she couldn't find it, she would go into crack head mode until she found it. She had to have the phone. She was lost without it. She came down the my mother and my sister. I told my mom my aunt was not welcome at my house again. She really got on my last nerve.

Is it safe to say my aunt was the house guest from HELL!

Fake People

Fake people think they are smarter then others. They wear a mask and think fast. They walk around with a smile on there face but in the inside they are fighting trying not to blow there cover. When you have a person around for so long you can sort of tell if they are real or fake. They always show signs. It's up to you to read them and figure it out. Some of us have fake people in our families. Those are the ones that really stand out like a sore thumb. The ones that are around for gain. They laugh in your face and talk about you behind your back. They lie cheat and steal but swear to you in your face they love you and are there for you if you need them.

Fake people should be pointed out to let them know they are not fooling anyone but themselves. They should be told to keep it moving because they are poison and are only around to destroy the lives of others. If your life have been messed up because of a fake person hold your head up and don't let it steal your joy because then they win. Instead be happy they are no longer a part of your life and start slowly picking up the pieces. Life is about experiences and life lessons. 

LESSON LEARNED!!